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One of my auto-immune diseases caused me to completely shut down.Not only could I not breathe, but I literally could not stand up for longer than a few seconds without passing out.I was in the hospital for a very long time.My kids couldn’t come near me without having masks on; it was not how they pictured their mother.I have had asthma since I was a child but it’s sort of re-emerged in a much bigger way in the last couple of years.I was taking my daughter to daycare and we were coming out of the subway station and… I just lost breath.I…. didn’t know what to do.My daughter was so young that I was mostly terrified about what was going to happen to her with me being out of control.It made me realize the severity of the condition and the fact that I always need to be prepared and that I simply can’t take a chance.I have something called cystic fibrosis which is a genetic disease.I have had it, you know, since I was a baby.There is a good 4 to 5 hours of breathing treatments a day.I’m on 75 medications last time I checked.I’ve spent around a quarter of my live in the hospital. It’s one of those illness too that’s progressive, meaning as you get older it gets worse.You really have to let go of the notion of ever getting better, you know?Which can be very terrifying and also can be very freeing.It has been such a phenomenal project.I feel like I can expect more of myself now.It made me feel like I could overcome more than I thought I could.